Cloud Poetry

Car.
The fire burns something more powerful and greater than love.
Something that fire cannot exhaust.
But the pain it bleeds hurts more than anything else.
How dare you?
Dystrophy.
Inside the memory of a sharpened sword
Is the cyanide that never kills
And the arrow that pierces the hull of a dagger
But there is no way out of saying goodbye
To the flame of destruction
Is it so nuanced
That it's not seen as one?
The animal that clings to my heart
Has long lost it
Do you understand
That I'm lost for goodbyes?
So I'll have to listen to God
And scream the only lie I know
Golden duck.
Every eleven years
Your ghost will forget me
Every eleven years
The destiny of your heart will remember life forever with the one you love
Just like you remember the odd broken lie
That you don't have to do this
You'll stop doing this
And you'll ask me one more time
Did you care?
Did you love me?
Like I did so many wounds ago
From a hell the defiant grave made
One we dug together
To sink me in
Calculus.
Ten
Eleven
What's the one inbetween?
We call it recovery
Don't mutilate the mutilated
Don't burn those burning
Don't wait
Don't lie
Just crush me under your wings
Someone called heaven
Eight days forever.
All the way home
Melts the world
I don't want to shake you
I don't want to shake God
Because I would
But I can't
So please let me
Will you remember?
Everyone wants you
But you aren't there
I'm glad
The mystery is true
You don't lie
But are you here?
Delve into my mind and heart
And save me, not just my soul
Why is why.
Hello
She chose the parachute
While I chose the freefall
All the way down to where she'd find me
Karma is a stone.
There's a way to ask...
Did you divide the undivided?
Or tear apart the noose of the condemned?
Because every day you lie about yourself
You lie about me too
No I'm not you
Though one day you'll forget
The pain
And the tortured smiles
Of suffering a million of kalpas in the making
Please for Awakening.
It is. It is. It is. It is. So I'll just ask for help. Because that's what I need. Outspoken lemming.
Prayer for the demon.
Faces without names that burned echoes into the cerebral hemisphere that lied for a lesser fountain of blood and wine.
I'll love you forever.
I know I'll end up a rocket into the abyss of day, but it won't be cold up there, I've got a heating system installed.

Second Undertow

Trap of lies
Really
It's the same cog every time
I’m just the next machine belt
In a dysfunctional machine twist
I'm not kind, because of you.
There isn't really
A way to go home
There really wasn't a way home
I don't care that there's no home
For someone who loves you so much
I'm not telling the truth.
You take the last reason and burn it
I'm not here to answer your questions
But every day I'll sink a little lower
Hoping that you have a kind thought about me
I wish you loved me
Behind enemy lines.
There's no meaning in the wave
Of a system that is so erratic
Looking to burn strangers down
I wish I found an exit
Long before I met you
Because of you is the state of no exit
Because of you I can barely recall the love of self-preservation
Resurrecting.
It hurts
But there are those more hurt
If I could do what I wished
You'd never hurt
But what about me?
You kind of stole my only hope.
The Godless scream
Not because God has abandoned me or you, or them
But because I don't sense a God in any work
Because humanity has let Him down
I lost what really mattered.
I won't get what I want
Or need
Planning the escape of my silhouette
Into the shadow flames
Of hope
I wish.
Aimless
Hatred
Careless
Faithless
Inside of me
Is nothing
Maybe you'll help one day.
If I could erase myself
To trade for a million years with you, happy
I’d just cry
Nothing to choose for.
There has never been a reason here for me to sink like this
But I wish you'd ask me a question
Any question
Goodbye

Developed Faith

Creator.
Fog on the dense cardboard
Shifting the weight to crumple
But it won't
Just like me
Until you finally throw me away
Death.
I hoped so much
That light shown through invisible openings
But what was that light?
It started a fire
That won't go out
I truly hope of you.
Machines thinking illogically
Because you have to think illogically
If you're a Machine
Creating the human species
In synthetic sadness
You don't care.
Dense forests
Real life
Nothing at all like the real thing
Slavery to form
To the emptiness lacking a soul
So what did you win?
Just like everybody.
Eleven thousand years ago
I wish I could go to
Because you wouldn't be in the same form there
Would that smash and gut my obsession
With the lies that are killing me?
Because of her.
I'm starting to think
That you do
In fact
Love me

Wacky Wheels

Arms.
Power
To powerless
You stopped using your magnifying glass
Sand.
Ruined coil
Ruined soul
Forever fine
Green aerodynamic.
Hope is not there
You're dead and you don't care
How our minds lie to us
Weed.
What do you expect
You let the One get mutilated
You let us all down
Honest ant.
There is a truth
It's that you're a liar
Awesome weight.
Good, you're not there
Leaving me with nothing
Because I thought you were
You're not.
I'm sorry
You are worthless
And you did hurt me
The worst ending.
No, I was your friend
Yes, I still love you
Can you find what it means?
And you will.
No one cares
Or they'd be here
Telling me something comforting
Mara.
I know who the worst liar and coward is
Believe me
I don't believe you
You don't do what you say.
Maybe you'll take a broken heart
And kill it
You ruined my life
It still says that.
I think you killed my love
It's dead
Can you see what's written on its gravestone?
I love you
I'll always wish it.
I'm sorry
I just wished you loved me
Liars go to liar heaven
Where they can tell their lies forever
Vain repetition.
You won't know
And when you do know it will sting so bad
That you'll go back to where you don't know and not know again